Wednesday, September 8, 2010

1st day of college!!!!!!

Like any other teenager,I had high hopes for college!!! Talking about college really exited the hell outta me!! And the last 6 months made me more desprate to go to college.FINALLYYYYY!!! The day came!! My 1st day of college!! one part of me was damn worried if i could actually come out of my shell and talk to unknown people...My girl friends would deciede among themselves what to wear for the 1st day. But i am not one of those sorts. I suddenly started getting a feeling if im different from them..I mean,what intrests girls mainly is not of any great intrest to me...Anyways...where were we,the college....yeahh!!
To start it off....I was soo worried and tenst for the 1st day......... that i caught the wrong bus.. (O_o) That gave me even more of tension. My college was supposed to start at 12 15pm and it was already 11 30pm..and i had not yet got a bus. Finally,I caught a rickshaw...The great indian traffic got me into more of a pannic! Even Kane West coudent help me out with his songs.. :P To add on to the tension and fustration,it started to rain...................(+_+) Wht else could have happened to ruin my day??!!!??!! I didnt want to be late for my 1st lecture in college...and luckily i wasent!!!!!! I still cant believe how i could reach there at 12 !! Huffing and puffing i entered class...
One of my fears of making friends with new people broke apart!!! Im really happy about that!! I cant believe that ive made sooo many  friends in just one day...! Finally i can say that ive broken out from my shell. I can easily speak to now people and make friends!! The teachers were one hell of a pain!! All of them enter the class saying the same old story,"do not bunk any lecture. 11th std is very important.Behave in the college.Be up to date with all that we teach you.Do not play around with your life at 11th.Concentrate on studies...."and it goes on and on and on and on .......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well,it will take a bit of time to get accostomed to their way of teaching...but it was funn.. (^_^) I love my classroom aloootttt!!! Its really big and airy. Space to breathe!!! Its something that ive not seen in my schooldays..maybe thats why i find it soo different,intresting and amusing :D ..I sometimes wonder why do the colleges have such big classrooms when students are gonna bunk?? I mean,half of the classroom is empty...Well,whatever it is...Im really happy to have a good start..I just hope my college days will go on this way...with mannny more friends!!! Im loving this aloott!! Finally im satisfied that i have come out of my shell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! :D

Monday, September 6, 2010

the best of the "6 months"i had...!!

At start,things were looking very exiting!! I had made great plans for my vacations!! My to do list looked something like this:
1- gotta loose weight!!
2- start with drawing
3- remove flab from your body.....
4- enjoy with friends
5- SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I must say i could surely complete some parts of my to do list...I could complete my point no. 2,4 and 5!!
The best part of my vacations were that i could sleep for hours and hours together without my mom shouting at me "wake up!! you've to study for your exams!!" I would roam around with my frnds the rest of the day. And the remaining time will be spent on facebook. :P Life felt like heaven to me!!! Carefree life!! i loved it that way..!! But this was the 1st phase of my "6 months"vacations...

In the second part of the vacations...things started to get boring! Everyone will have their status update as "damn bored of being bored." A sedentary kinda life got me to gain more weight...thats the worst part of the vacations!! Everyone was gonig through the sameee bored feeling...This was the time when i met many new friends. Though they were online friends,they made(even now make) really good pals!!! This was the period when i started making brotherly relations with guys. I started getting really possesive about one of my "so called brother"and he turned out to be the biggest jerk in the whole wide world!! But yeah..to cover it up for him,i had made another sweet brother. He's mature enough and can totally understand me. Ive made many more awesome friends!!!!!! I love all my friends alottt!! They mean alot to me. Friends were the only thing that made life a bit interesting for me in this 2nd phase of the vacations....

The 3rd phase of the vacations started with boredom as usual...but for me,life changed drastically! Life took a completely new turn! No one was even prepared for it. A sudden attack took away my grandmom. I was already half killed with my jerky brother's attitude. This completely devastated me. It was hard to pull myself back and move on with life. I had my sister to support. I can never see her cry. I never cried jst so that i could help her out of her lonliness. But yeah.. you have no other option but get strong and move on. This part of my vacations was filled with only confusion!! I suddenly had to do many other jobs which i never had done in my life before! Its like, everything is comming right at you...all together and strong!! It was hard to manage at start.But now,im completely stabalized. I knw wht i am doing. I know to do many more jobs than facebook and sleeping. :D

in short..these 6 months have made me a much more stronger person!! Ive lernt to move on,Ive lernt to let go,ive lernt to do some work and the best of all...ive started learning for ARCHITECTURE!! Im damn serious about my architecture. Ive never been so serious before in my whole lifetime!! It means alot to me. It means more than my friends to me. Afterall,when i didnt have my friends ... all that i had with me was my art..I can never possibly let go of it!!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

This is how everything started....

Or i can say..everything ended. A strange kind of feeling in everyone's mind... We entered our classrooms.. Started interacting with the people we never even knew existed in class. Took pics of our classroom,chatted for hours with the teachers we hated...We were gonna miss all of it...The fact that schooldays were comming to an end was not at all digestable by me....I still remember that day..I entered my class and my "so called enemy" greeted me with a broad smile and screamed "good morning Aartiiii!!!!" That was never expected from her!! we used to hate the mere looks of each other.
I sat with my friend.She's like the most emotional person ive ever come across!! She started wailing out loud..and looking at her...everyone in the class started to cry.That was a shocking view for me...because ive never seen guys crying in front of the class..We had been sitting in class for eight hours like any other day.but this day went of so quickly! Those were the last "eight hours"we spent in our classroom...
The next day was the day everyone was waiting for..! FAREWELL!!!!! None of the girls could be recogonized behind the thick layer of their makeup and the longgg draping sarees. Guys were looking really handsome in their coats and blazers!! Even the nerd of our class was looking good(we never expected him to turn up for the farewell). We students used to think that our school cannot be called anything less than a miser.But when it came to the food which was served.......our opinion had to change. We were forced to play lame games!! =_=' That was really boring..people gave speeches...that was even more boring.Our principal started talking about our future and all crap...which was not less than a everyday lecture given to us by teachers and parents.I dont know how we enjoyed in between all this...............................But somehow we did.(Im unable to find out the reason how we ENJOYED) :P As and when the farewell was ending,one by one people started to cry..some cried because their crush turned em down,others cried because school was actually comming to an end...I belonged to the second category....At 3:45pm,our farewell ended.Everyone left the school premises with a heavy heart.Many people looked back at the school and started crying again(things there was looking like some kind of bollywood melodrama movie). After every 5 minutes,people start loosing control of their emotions and start crying again.I would never want to leave my school crying.And i didnt do that...I was the 'agony aunt' who tries to stop each and every person from crying.It was hard to bring them back to normal and they loose it in the next 5 minutes AGAIN...!!!!
The next day people were under control over their emotions...and you could find each and everyone's status update as "missing school miserably"or something like that....We would chat and text for hours and make promises that we will be BFF...this promise hardly works out for a few months though...so,this is how everything ended.My school life was the bestttttttteeeesssssttttt part of my life !! I dont think anything else can cover up for it.not even my childhood...
Well.....i miss my school alott.... Its been 6 months since school is over... Yesterday was teacher's day.So i was missing all the teachers in my school..Thats why i thought i'll start my first blog with how my school ended.. :D

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