Thursday, December 2, 2010

a small gesture of love is enough to break all barriers of hate.. :)

Sometimes all that it takes is a small word against you to turn up the anger in you. Some days are really bad...but some are wonderful..Only when you face those bad days do u realize the happiness which the good days bring...

Well, today was one of those bad days for me. Exams were on... its but obvious that you tend to get all tenst up and nervous. This tension itself takes you to a world of complete irritation. Two papers one after the other felt like Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombing on me. Two of the worst papers on planet earth! I expected a lot from the papers but turned out to be completely opposite. The papers were done at 2:30...I should have realized that it was just the beginning of my horrific day.

Next terror awaiting me was in the bus stop. Well, the purse I adored from the bottom of my heart got stolen. I felt half dead. Numbness is the only thing I could sense in my whole body... All this got into me which gave rise to miserable splitting head ache. It felt as if time stood still. Weird to feel all this just for a purse.. I wasn’t even worried about the money in the purse. All that bothered me was that i lost my purse which i loved!

The last thing that I had to face was my past! Today was just so wrong! I tried my best to avoid the jerk about whom I spoke in my 1st blog. But no, everything that shouldn’t happen was supposed to happen today. So, as expected...he comes up to talk to me..Even those few minuets of talking to him got me crazy!! He was the last thing I wanted to see today!!!!

The only place I can go with all these problems is my house. Well, bless my mom to be at home today! The 1st thing i wanted was a tight hug from her to regain the lost life in me. Surprisingly she wasn’t mad at me. According to her, only by making such mistakes can I improve myself. Well, I don’t disagree with her... She somehow has the ability to bring back the lost me...

She could see how sad I was. Even though I didn’t show it out..She asked me to take a nap and regain the lost energy..She as usual went off for shopping. Now she is out...She just texted me to check the bag which is kept close to the shoe rack..The best and sweetest thing that I could ever see today cropped up..Wrapped  in a plastic cover was another purse which looks exactly the same as my older one!!!
This small gesture of care is more than enough for me to forget every stupid thing that has happened with me today! The only thing that I can realize now is that I have one person with me...who cares for me immensely...I promise that I will never let you down mom... I always have always respected you and always will....LOVE YOU MOM  :)